until now i do not know, and i will never believe the truth if not witnessing it myself.
since it’s impossible to turn back time, be there on the spot, therefore i should not pursuing the truth anymore.
that my heart hurt, and still left a mark until now, however it is gone once i leave this world, so, this mark doesn’t mean a lot anymore.
that you might hate me, it was your choice, i don’t want to think about it.
that your heart might broken more into pieces than me, that you might blame yourself, i completely feel sorry for you, but, i tell you, all doesn’t matter once we leave this world and we should prepare for it.
the detailed things on “how could you”, and “did it has any other reasons behind”, even so, the result stayed the same. irreversible things were regretful, but how deep our understanding on them ?
the detailed other things such as, “since when”, and “did that really necessary”, also didn’t change the ending for whatever answers you gave me.
Born in the different place, different time; meet in a fateful situation, aimed to live for a lifetime commitment, but who could predict the ending, as nothing last forever. The ending gonna be, we died on different place, different time, same mourns.
Thru good and bad, ups and downs, I will only take the beautiful memories into my graveyard. And these beautiful memories would also die, along with me.
Therefore, just for a half life, it was enough for me to be thankful. If we do not like the ending, then only in dreams we could fix it. Reality is, nothing to fixed, life is just like that.
Not hoping for a miracle, just enough being grateful for the good things in the bad times.