the old vent system was as noisy as usual
but i missed it, that time when we’re young
i pictured the sky in sephia color
time passes that fast, everything feels like a dream
can i ask nothing but just turn into a dust ?
and then disappear, into particles, unseen and unexisted
for the reason, if i cannot stand the burden
as if carrying the world on my shoulder
if there is heaven for they who believe
and cling onto their unyielding faith
the paradise that suits everyone’s ideal
then, is it really my place ?
if emptiness is not an option
thus i cannot comprehend my journey
then at least, there would be always
circumstances lead me to become the wind
lightly blows, carefully conveying news
disappear easily, arise if everything is set
what is self indulgence ?
if there is no shelter in this self existence ?