i read somewhere
if you were kind, did a good thing to a person
she or he might not repay the same kindness
however life will surely treat you better.
don’t ask me why there are some persons won’t appreciate your kindness
but i think it is simply just a matter of a perspective,
you think you have helped them, sacrificed
but they just do not really need it, never took it seriously.
they said if you helped people,
must not even think about how they should repay you someday.
it is okay to feel not well fitted into the society
but you must never stop learning about patient, compassion
right or wrong, all is a process
whatever path you lead,
from the beginning to the ending,
hatred is the only path to avoid,
the rests are pretty safe as long as you hold compassion dearly.
if you really love a person, your existence beside that person is a proof of love.
correct that person’s misconduct, support that person’s efforts.
thru good and bad, to heaven and hell, you will accompany that person.
you treat that person as a part of you.
in this lifetime, how deep a fate needed to meet such person and be together til the end?
that is, if only that person worth it.
sometimes you just want to give up being a good person,
just because you were cheated or hurt by others.
sometimes it is unavoidable to meet such circumstances,
but if eventually you can come back home safely,
lets be grateful.
because to meet hardships are part of paying karma,
to deal with it is a trial,
manage to go through it is an achievement.
sometimes you just want to hide and wouldn’t mind to be a coward for life,
because it seems nowadays society could be such mean and heartless.
but rather than runaway and hide,
better accept and try to survive,
the best is keep on believing that,
you are not alone to face this all,
some people like you also exist in this earth
and encouraging each other not to give up.
let go all the sadness and pain,
by writing them on book as a learning,
go walk outside again
let the sun knows her rays are not wasted.