fall, fall
let the fallen buried deep in a hunger mountains
keep, keep
keep the ashes intact from soaring up to the sky

to be in such state of devastation
suspicious mind, worse than the strangers
wind blows my anger to everywhere it pleased
leave me with these walls with ears.

low, keep low
slow the heartbeat
bow, keep bowing
to the centre of the heart

to the beyond i throw my sight in silence
passing your lifetimes
it is not a waiting for someone
it is a waiting until everything empty and dispersed,


world of desires

even if the world gives me the best thing, i won’t ever get satisfied. and even the world gives me the worst thing, i won’t ever really extinct.

not until i could stop from wanting anything this world has.

my concerns….

terrorism issues
conflict of territories
island or border disputes
natural disasters

if i got a lot of money
i will buy a mountain and live in seclusion
of course must plant many vegetables, fruits,
as well as lots of clean water source.

i will google news to know what’s happening
just to make sure … you know …

but it’s hard to buy a mountain, living in it and trying to survive like i said-
in the end human beings only could reach below 100 years old anyway, lucky to pass 60 i said,
you might think have done many great things, or might just wasting time
at least avoid doing things as mentioned above,¬†and try not to entangled with such issues, isn’t it ?

life …

it was given without our concern and can be taken back at anytime, so i could only pray, be grateful, and sincerely trying to live a life day by day.